1.
We dip our fingers into each other. I am insatiable, the beast, grunt, thunder; please – I don’t know how to express that I am not safe water to drink.
I corrode.
2.
I
never lose my voice
except
for when it speaks.
3.
Who says Atlas didn’t shrug? Who says we’re not in freefall?
4.
We train parts of ourselves
to be guards
and others
gatekeepers
we war with ourselves
about who to let in
after the last Trojan horse
we lock the portcullis
our parapets bristle
with the armies we have
made of ourselves
that they
have scared us into
forming –
we, insurmountable
fortress people
blocking out the world
for fear
of a single flaming arrow.
5.
He knew how she woke up now; how she wore her skin in the morning: like thermals dragged on over bare winter legs just swung out of bed. Quick-hurry, before the act of living freezes us to death.
6.
You want me to be different, to be better
or less;
But I am all of me
inveterately
and I can’t be someone else.
Trust me.
I’ve tried.
7.
Everyone is monstrous. This is who we are now; this is what we do:
We eat one another –
We eat everything.
8.
There was something in the water, dear, I swear that’s what it was –
I swear I didn’t put it there
(although I wish I had).
9.
She
godless pilgrim
thirsted alone in her desert
for something she could not name.
10.
over time
we regain the use of our minds
of our will
of our eyes
of our hands
we remember that
nothing is a shipwreck
that does not consider itself a shipwreck
(but it’s much easier to remember that when people don’t look at you like one)